A Good Shave

Just got all done shaving and thought I would share it with you guys.  I started out self locking at the beginning of the year so what ever the date is, that's how long I have been locked up.  As of now it's been 4 days.  I'm pretty horny right about now just even thinking it's been 4 days.  I guess the less I think about it, the faster time will pass by.

I think I have found an online key holder hopefully.  He sees pretty cool and experienced in online key holding so this should be fun.  I have read some forums about how online key holding works, and it seems everyone has their own style and fetishes.

To bring in the new year I purchased a new CB6 Chrome, since it doesn't look like I'm going to be getting the custom chastity device any time soon.  I think that the chrome will not only look sexier than my clear plastic one, but then I won't be able to see my penis through the hard plastic anymore.  I remember it turning me on once when i had a black CB3 and it got me excited.

Denied - Day 15

The past two days have been intense for me, I have had a lot of alone time at home by myself and decided to indulge in some pornography.  So I have been getting my self all worked up and horny as fuck wanting to jack off so fucking bad.  Even though the temptation keeps running through my mind, I'm some how keeping a solid mind set of not ejaculating.

The other day I got myself so worked up that I tried hooking up with my gay roommate.   I just wanted to suck his dick so fucking bad.  I guess I'm just becoming very desperate in the fact that I need some cock since mine is locked up.

He was siting on the couch watching TV, and I sat down next to him.  I started kissing his neck and then we started making out.  Next thing I know I'm rubbing his hard cock through his pajama pants.  I started to get really hard and my cage filled up.  Then he grabbed for my cock and felt my caged cock longing to be set free.  Instantly when he felt the cage he backed away and we stopped everything.  I think it totally freaked him out. I think he thinks that I'm weird for being into chastity.  It didn't exactly work out as I planned in my head, and afterwords it made me feel like a freak.  I got really depressed afterwords and thought about taking off the CB all together and forgetting this whole experiment.  Being denied like that really brought me back to when I my old master use to play with me in orgasm denial only a few months ago.  The feeling was the same, but the feeling was different, because I know that my roommate doesn't give two shits about me and could care less weather I cum or not.  My ex-Master would deny me on purpose and it would make me feel good. My roommate denied me and made me feel like crap.

Even though my spirits were brought down I'm still horny as fuck and still want to keep this CB on until my new Adopt-a-Cage CB comes.  People just suck sometimes!  I'm still considering him holding my new key for my new CB if he is still up for it which I'm amusing he will since he signed  papers stating that he would.

Day 13

Wow this has been a crazy 13 days.  I have been tracking my hornyness from day one.  I think I'm going to continue doing this and see if there is a pattern in these numbers.  As of now it just kind of looks like a wave, and it seems to be pretty up and down like a rollercoster.

So let me explain the numbers:
Numbers on the Left = "Hornyness"
      0=ejaculation     10="Pure Hornyness Rage!"
Numbers on the Bottom = "Days" 

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Update on the new device:
 I got an E-mail from Adopt-A-Cage today and it said that the new devices are starting to be sent out.
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I'm so excited I can hardly wait.  I have been wearing the CB-6000 this whole time and it's starting to really just become apart of me.  It's uncomfortable as fuck but it's kind of like a new piercing, except it's just a peace of plastic that your carrying around on your cock.

It has been difficult trying not to pull this thing off me and cut the stupid plastic lock, jack off and cum.  Ugggg... to cum!  I forgot what that even feels like, actually it's all I have been thinking about the whole day.  Seriously, nothing else.  The serial numbers on the plastic lock just keep repeating in my head "4674.......4674......4674".  It's really hard holding back from taking this thing off.  Being self locked is a psychological trip.  As much as I want to I'm just trying my hardest to hold back and get this new device before I turn against myself and cum.  I know that the new device can not be pulled off, and I think it's going to be a lot easier psychologically than this thing I have on now.  Just because I know some where in the back of my mind that I have the ability to just slip out and jack off.

I'll keep you guys posted as the days go by, and of course I will let you all know when I get the new device.  I hope soon.

I

Dream Lover 2000

I have been waiting for this product to come out for 2 years.  Following their blog and watching how they were going to design it was tormenting.  It finally came out this year with a price tag of $2,000.00.  I waited for about 6 months and they brought the price down to $1,400.00.  The price did seem a little un-reasonable, but I took into consideration that this is still a startup company and the makers really put a lot of technical thought into making this work.  Even though the price is ridiculous I considered it a donation.

For those of you that don’t know that the Dream Lover is check out their sight or do a search on Dream Lover 2000.  In short it is an attachment for the CB-6000 and other compatible chastity devices.  It is mounts onto the chastity device and electrodes go inside the cage.  There is computer software to control the device and a remote. 

My first impression of the device was fear.  I have always hated getting shocked, and figured this would be   perfect for the ultimate chastity control.  It’s a little tricky to put together and it takes a little bit of tweaking to get everything situated.  So once everything was locked up I held the remote in my hand and pushed the low voltage button. 

It beeped and “Holy Fucking Shit” my cock and balls get a jolt of electricity and my body crunches forward.  I started laughing from the un-expectedness and the intensity of the LOW shock.  I tried to bring myself to push the button again, but I just couldn’t do it. 

I am currently seeking an online key holder through their website.  Apparently a key holder can shock the wearer through their website as long as the wearer is within rage of the USB device that it comes with.  I’m still looking into this to see how it works.  I’ll post more about this product as I explore it more.

PHOTOS COMING SOON

10 Days

Today is the tenth day my master has put me in chastity.  I have been wearing a mass produced plastic peace known as the CB-6000.  I have been in it for ten long days.  I have had no sexual contact with myself or with my master for the entire ten days.  Time gose so slow when your longing to cum, and have some kind of sexual contact.

Tonight my Master let me suck his huge dick and fucked me so hard.  My ass is still soar from taking his huge cock as I write this.  I am his slave so I feel honored to be pleasured by such an amazing cock.  There wasn't much play or spanking tonight considering the chastity device has been tourches enough.