Denied - Day 15

The past two days have been intense for me, I have had a lot of alone time at home by myself and decided to indulge in some pornography.  So I have been getting my self all worked up and horny as fuck wanting to jack off so fucking bad.  Even though the temptation keeps running through my mind, I'm some how keeping a solid mind set of not ejaculating.

The other day I got myself so worked up that I tried hooking up with my gay roommate.   I just wanted to suck his dick so fucking bad.  I guess I'm just becoming very desperate in the fact that I need some cock since mine is locked up.

He was siting on the couch watching TV, and I sat down next to him.  I started kissing his neck and then we started making out.  Next thing I know I'm rubbing his hard cock through his pajama pants.  I started to get really hard and my cage filled up.  Then he grabbed for my cock and felt my caged cock longing to be set free.  Instantly when he felt the cage he backed away and we stopped everything.  I think it totally freaked him out. I think he thinks that I'm weird for being into chastity.  It didn't exactly work out as I planned in my head, and afterwords it made me feel like a freak.  I got really depressed afterwords and thought about taking off the CB all together and forgetting this whole experiment.  Being denied like that really brought me back to when I my old master use to play with me in orgasm denial only a few months ago.  The feeling was the same, but the feeling was different, because I know that my roommate doesn't give two shits about me and could care less weather I cum or not.  My ex-Master would deny me on purpose and it would make me feel good. My roommate denied me and made me feel like crap.

Even though my spirits were brought down I'm still horny as fuck and still want to keep this CB on until my new Adopt-a-Cage CB comes.  People just suck sometimes!  I'm still considering him holding my new key for my new CB if he is still up for it which I'm amusing he will since he signed  papers stating that he would.

Emotional Roller Coaster

Today I feel so alone, depressed and like a slave that is forbidden to cum.  I have been trying to convince my Master to let me cum in hopes that it will pick up my mood, but his answer is no.  The candle holding the key to my KTB is still barely even burnt.  It seems that my chance of having an orgasm is not even going to happen this month, next month or even the month after that.

I feel like I'm stuck on an emotional roller coaster.  Some days I feel that somewhere deep inside me I secretly want to shoot the biggest load of my life.  Other days I feel that if I never want to cum again in my life.  It's a constant back and forth within my mind.  Mentally I fell spent, I don't know what is a true thought and what is a sexual thought.  I rarely even think anything is sexy anymore some days, other days I feel enraged with a sexual desire that feels as if it will never be fed. 

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Already feeling extremely depressed, tonight my Master made me do something new for him.  He made me put on a web cam sex show with him.  We broadcasted for about an hour and he showed me off to his internet friends.  He showed them how obedient I was.  He took off the Kali's Teeth on cam but left on the cock ring.  When he tried to jack me off or turn me on I couldn't get hard.  The humiliation of being treated like a slave in-front of strangers made me feel like a dirty slut.  I did what the people in the chat room requested and got my Master off the way they wanted me too.  When he came on my face I thought the himulation was over until they made me eat my Masters cum off my face.  Everyone was calling me a dirty slut and told me that I was never aloud to cum again.  It was a very different experience, and my Master wants to do it again some time soon.  He said that he wants to make money off of me by performing for these people on webcam.  I have never felt so "used" before until tonight, I want to just cry my brains out, but I know that my Master wouldn't have that.  The psychological affects going on in my mind from being a slave are digging holes in my soul.  I am at a breaking point.  They say that there are five stages of grieving: Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, and Acceptance.  I would have to say that I'm at the end of the line.  I keep getting stuck between depression and acceptance.  I just don't know if my mind will let me accept the truth, that I am not in controll of my own penis, or even sexual desires.

KTB Reviews & Warnings

Kali's Teeth Bracelet

Submitted by: JW
I've heard it said that the Kali's Teeth Bracelet is an evil form of chastity, and I suppose a lot depends on where you're coming from. I tend to gravitate more towards the heavier aspects of B & D, so my judgement of the KTB is a bit biased from the outset, but make no mistake: the KTB is NOT a mild form of restraint, punishment, chastity, or what have you. If not respected it can be extremely painful...[more]

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Chastity Mansion

Submitted by: badboy
I consider the KTB to be in a league of its own because it is MUCH MORE THAN A CHASTITY DEVICE, the KTB is essentially a very effective ERECTION PUNISHMENT DEVICE. Once the KTB is locked on your cock YOU will do anything to keep your dick completely limp ...
- NO jacking off
- NO looking at porn
- NO reading chastity forums (like this one!)
- NO looking at cute people while walking down the street...[more]

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Lock and Keep

Submitted by:  metalfenix
So, after 5 days locked in with the Kali Teeth Bracelet sold by www.malechastitynow.com , it's finally time to write the review of this truly evil device. The seller is really good, I had concerns about delivery, discretion of the package and all that but the owner quickly answered all my doubts by emal, and the paypal system is a quick way to make the payment. He even sent me the size chart to choose carefully the size of the KTB (of course, being a noob I knew that I had to go for the moderate one). took 4 days to make, and 4-5 days to be delivered to my courier service in Florida (I live outside of the US). After two weeks of delivery to my country, I finally have it in my hands...[more]

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 Aarkeybabble

Perhaps the most ominous of all chastity devices ever made for a man to wear is the Kali's Teeth Bracelet - known within the chastity community as just by it's initials as the "KTB".

Fortunately, it is no longer in production. And just from looking at the picture I am sure you can see why. This thing wasn't a joke. I can not imagine it being worn for any length of time realistically. It has named after Kālī, the Hindu goddess...[more]

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Experience with KTB Chastity Device

Submitted by: Sir Richard I recently obtained and wore a Kali's Teeth Bracelet(KTB), a male chastity device, for periods ranging from a few minutes to 11 continuous days. The model of the device I bought was the "regular" version, since I am average in every relevant dimension.
It was a dangerous mistake to wear the device continuously for 11 days: two weeks after removal of the device, I am still not fully healed and there is a noticeable amount of scar tissue in the places that have healed. The insidious thing is that there was not a significant amount of pain associated with this injury, except occasionally when I obtained a partial erection.
My experience is a warning about the limits of the device. The way the device operates, restricting erection by means of many sharp pins on the inside, is intrinsically hazardous, since erections at times will be involuntary. Use of this device will always entail risk of injury. My experience indicates that the risk may be minimized by observing the following precautions...[more]

Chastity Candle

The idea of putting the keys into a candle happened today.  After all the testing and giveing me a few days in my Kali's Teeth chastity device my Master had determined to put one key inside a new full candle and hide the other for emergencies.  He heated up the key with a candle, turned the chastity candle upside down and put the hot key in the bottom.  It turned me on when I saw that key disapear into the wax.  I knew that it was going to be a long time before I achieve an orgasim again.

The candle idea was one of the best parts of being dominated by my Master.  He liked the idea of being able to light it when ever he wanted and blowing it out when ever he wanted.  Teasing my mind with the hopes of seeing that key to my chastity device so I could achieve an orgasm.  Another psychological affect of having my release not only be controlled by my Master, but the fact that my release would be an un-knowable date sometime in the future.  My Master could determine the  when the candle gets lower, but for now it's an un-known.  The feeling of not truly knowing when my release it coming makes me feel hopelessly dominated.  I feel as if my penis is no longer my own.  It's just a product of my Master's entertainment and enjoyment.

When I look at the candle and it's not burning it kills me inside.  I still long for that feeling of having an orgasm and can only dream of the day.

Kali's Teeth

I finally received my purchase of Kali's Teeth from the Stock Room.  The device was nothing more than a sex toy.  I could wear it when I was hard but once I was soft it fell right off.  Master thought that it was the biggest waste of money on a Chastity device.  The idea and concept was there but he wanted something a little more reasonable for 24/7 wear.  This product was too heavy, bulky.  It looked cool, had the feeling and did what it should do, it was just not meant for 24/7 wear.

After searching chastity blog and forums on the net I kept reading about how they use to make a true Kali's Teeth that was meant for 24/7 wear.  It was light weight, and one of the ultimate anti-masturbation devices on the market.  Forum after forum I found pictures of this amazing chastity device that was no longer in production.  It broke my heart and my Master's.

My Master wanted this device for me and gave me the task of finding someone to buy the original Kali's Teeth from.  After two days of searching the internet I finally found a site Male Chastity Now that not only produced them, but accessories to go with the chastity device to make it more secure.  
The search engines I was using never really brought up the site, I actually ended up finding the site in a male chastity forum.

I showed my Master that I had completed my task and ordered the device right away.  The producer of this product was extremely friendly and knowledgeable of the product.  It arrived in two business days via USPS.  Once we received the Original Kali's Teeth Male Chastity Device my Master put it on me.  It was easy for my master to put on me.  First he put on the cock ring which fit perfectly and attached the Kali's Teeth with a lock.  It didn't hurt at first, but then I started to get the rush of having this new chastity device on me.  The harder I got the more it hurt.  My Master watched me freeze up in pain while jingling the keys.  The pain was so intense that it brought me to my knees.  Once my hard on went away, everything was fine again.  It was a very unique experience, that I didn't want to have to go through again.

A few days later my Master decided to take off my chastity device to see how it was made.  He found out that the teeth of Kali's Teeth were actually staples from a staple gun.  He wanted this device for 24/7 use for me and wanted me to be able to take a shower with it.  Afraid that the staples might rust, he coated it with some acrylic spray.  With each coat of acrylic it dulled the spikes on the device little by little.  Once my Master decided that it was thick enough he had me put it back on.  I instantly could feel the difference in the teeth.  They were more docile than before when I wasn't hard.  I felt that I could move around more without the fear of my penis getting scratched up just from getting up from a chair or working out.

Later that night my Master wanted to test the chastity device to make sure I couldn't masturbate, or even achieve a full erection without pain.  I was in terrible fear because I didn't want that horrible pain that I had felt before.  My master tied me up and teased me to his heart's desire.  I couldn't fight his persuasions and started to get hard.  As my dick grew so did the pain.  It was just as intense as before but worse because my Master wouldn't stop teasing me.  Sucking on my penis I never felt suck a mix of pleasure and pain.  I couldn't convince myself to get soft.  I was searching in my mind for ways to get my dick soft but I couldn't fight it, I had no control over my erection.  It was my Master's decision and he controlled my dick.

A rude sense of awakening happened that first night.  I realized that this chastity device was different than the others.  Not only did my Master control my orgasms, he now controlled whether or not I could even get hard.  In other chastity devices I could still get hard to a point without any pain what so ever.  Now it was a totally new level of chastity I had never experienced before.  I was excited and scared for what the next couple of months were going to mean for me.

Just the begining

Now I am on day 13, today went well as did this weekend.  My Master has played with my ass for the past three nights and tonight I took his dick again.  He kind of tricked me by getting me drunk and high.  At first it was just kind for play and then he tied me up and just started fucking me.  It was hot, but at the same time I still feel sore from earlier in the week.  He got off that my hole was already stretched out for him.  I felt so violated being tied up and raped.  I liked it, but at the same time it was hot, and made me feel like a slave.  No choice, but to give my hole to my master when he wanted it.

10 Days

Today is the tenth day my master has put me in chastity.  I have been wearing a mass produced plastic peace known as the CB-6000.  I have been in it for ten long days.  I have had no sexual contact with myself or with my master for the entire ten days.  Time gose so slow when your longing to cum, and have some kind of sexual contact.

Tonight my Master let me suck his huge dick and fucked me so hard.  My ass is still soar from taking his huge cock as I write this.  I am his slave so I feel honored to be pleasured by such an amazing cock.  There wasn't much play or spanking tonight considering the chastity device has been tourches enough.